Today got A maths test. The test was rather difficult to me cos i nvr study. Haha i still got the cheek to say. no time to study cos of yesterday's training and lessons, reach home tired and sick. Then got physics practical on lens. Then went out to eat and went to library to study then went back home. Start to do E maths assignment then Internet suddenly breakdown while i'm doing the questions.pek then dun do le. Then mum start to become crazy... driving me mad. My second brother throw my handbook on the floor, show attitude to me, ask him pick up dun wan. I ask about ten times. He still dun wan to pick up. This type of people asking for a fight. Think he very big. Then i pull his collar. Then we started fighting. Mum pull him away.He go out show this attitude confirm got people fight with him one. Then he say that ' u r not my sister anymore!'. Then he say me 'RETARDED'. He say me retarded must not say himself. Dunno how use calculator come find me i teach him. Dunno how to solve maths questions i teach him. I teach him so much if i'm a retarded why come ask me? If i'm a retarded then u r a wad when u ask a retard questions? r u worst than a retard? or is it a retard being cleverer than you who is normal in every sense? Think twice before u say anything. I am trying to tolerate u when u r making background noise while i'm toking on the phone, switching off the fans and playing with my handbook plus all the noises made by my mum, is already very frustrating. Who gives u the right to control me or to scold me, saying negative things about me on the phone to ur friends, i pretend that i hear nothing, already tolerating. So please stop whatever u r doing. What envionment are u giving me to study in. i noe now u r in sec 1, trying to act cool, having lots of free time . but i'm different i'm in sec 3 i have lots of hw, and cca events comin up. i want a peaceful environment to study maths, i nid to concentrate. One reason why i dun like staying a home and like school cos at school it is much more quieter than home. and i can concentrate more. i learn more in school. At home all i get is noise. I treat u with respect i expect the same respect in return.i can ignore u, i can dun bother to teach u. i got my own things, my own studies to focus on i dun have time for u to play around, toking shit, every time explain maths question to u u r not listening, how u wan me to teach u?must y i go to ur sch and sit for the examination for u? u r not stress, seeing u everyday going out with ur friends to play, makes me more confirm that u r not stress but why keep saying u r stress?u dun like me or wad we still have to stay under the same roof until i'm able to support myself. U think i like to stay in that house? seriously i tell u i hope that i can move out of it, not caring about u not seeing u everyday.
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